Tuesday, October 06, 2020
282 lbs is what I weighed tonight.
To put in perspective I was 296lbs when I walked into the hospital to give birth to my son 3 years ago.
I am so upset with myself because I have nothing to blame. I got married and lazy, my husband dotes on me regardless of how I look and I took advantage of that. Quarantine boredom, being sick from wild fire smoke, stressed about school. In short I just stopped caring.
I knew it was getting bad but not like this. I started watching season 1 of the biggest loser today and 3+ contestants actually weigh less than I do.
My husband bought me a fancy proform treadmill and I plan to use it religiously. I really enjoy the ifit workouts. Today I did some kind of walk to a lighthouse which included some insane incline work. I'll be feeling it tomorrow.