A HARD WEEK AND A HARD YEAR
Wednesday, February 10, 2021
A year ago today the 10th I had Pneumonia and I also had to rush my DH into the hospital at 2:30 am in the morning after falling and with what they say was Pneumonia. I did not get to see him till they called me early in the morning at 1am of the 12th. that he was not going to make it and I needed to get to the hospital. Well being sick it was hard for me to do , but I did drive myself and called my pastor to be with me.
When we got there they had him hooked to all sort of machines and IV's which our paperwork said not to do. They said it was the only thing keeping him alive. I had to make a decision that my DH and I had discussed and put in our last will and testament that we would not be on this type of stuff if we could not make it on our own. The DR'S said it was the only thing keeping him alive.
I had to make a decisions which for anyone is a hard one. My pastor and I prayed for 1hr and then I talked to the DR and said to pull all the plugs. This is what I knew my DH wanted. This my sound cruel, but it is what he wanted and and it was only 2 min later he was gone. I would not even wish for my worse enemy to have to do this to a love one. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do in my 76 years. We were together 25 years.
It will be 1 year on Friday and it has been the hardest year I have ever had to go through. Doing this blog will help and is helping me get through the next 3 day and I hope through the rest of the year.
God Bless you all just for reading and understanding why I did this blog and that it can help someone else that may have to do the same thing. Do not blame your as I did for many months.
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