Tuesday, February 23, 2021
Long year for my family. Won't even get started, as many people have had their own struggles and heartaches. The pandemic has changed our lives enormously. I've never stayed home so much in my life. I haven't even shopped for my own food in a year now. I use online services and pickup. Which has even further limited my activity. That being said,, I've had more time to work on projects, myself, hobbies etc...
And I've done NONE of it. I might need to work on self-motivation. Ya think? lol
Anyway, the reason I am on here today..... Here I am again, on sparkpeople, it helped me before hoping it does again. I've failed , feel disappointed in myself, as anyone would. After losing 70 lbs in 2016, here I am again! Started the "new way of life" several times in the past two years. So here I am again day 2, trying to get my mind, eating and body back into the groove. Ugh! Its the hardest to get back into it. Actually, exhausting! Planning what I can eat, what I can feed my family, motivating myself get up and move. (EXERCISE). Dealing with the emotions, boredom that causes me to eat in the first place, then resisting all the good tasting foods I can't have. Even when I'm hungry! *sigh* I am making light of this, but many of you know its NOT easy.