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Strengthening my convictions
Sunday, January 03, 2016      2 comments

My class is over. I learned quite alot about nutrition. I also "lost my way." The class took all my energy. I haven't been meditating, doing yoga, keeping up with the house, or exercising regularly, I haven't in a long time. I know I must have g... Read more
Class progress.
Tuesday, October 13, 2015      2 comments

I'm taking an online class now, in nutrition. It's taking up alot of my time and I haven't been sparking because I am already sitting at the computer so much. The amount of inactivity is really frustrating. I'm doing well in the class, earning h... Read more
My absence explained
Monday, August 24, 2015      10 comments

It's been a long time since I blogged. In fact, I wasn't using spark people or any other sites for a few months. I am, like all people, dealing with challenges and some require medication. 3 months ago, I started seeing a new Dr. Every time ... Read more
Week two
Wednesday, May 27, 2015      2 comments

My vertigo is much worse, and when I wake in the night, I'm terribly confused. Also, I'm having bulimic urges, a disorder I thought I had out grown. The Dr. conceded to keep me on 2/3 of the dose of the SSRI I was on, to combat this. I hate... Read more
Monday, May 25, 2015      1 comments

One week into the new med changes. I had a few tough days. These last two have been pretty okay, though. Tonight is my first night with out Pristiq, the one that causes "brain zaps'" dizziness, fertigo, and flu like symptoms from withdrawl. ... Read more
Tuesday, May 19, 2015      2 comments

My new Dr. has agreed to titrate me off the medications, but I will still have withdrawl symptoms. I know ginger can help with stomach upset. I already take vit. B and fish oil. Does anyone know what helps with "brain zaps," muscle aches, vert... Read more
Advice anyone?
Monday, May 18, 2015      2 comments

Okay, let me get kind of personal. I am on 11 meds, plus several supplements. 8 of those medications are for my mental issues. My new Dr., whom I have never seen before, wants to abruptly cut 3 and reduce my dose of one my half. Doing so caus... Read more
I'm feeling helpless
Monday, December 29, 2014      7 comments

My son is now 18, has been for 6 months. He put off college to join the military, then decided not to enlist. He has no car, no job, no drivers licence. We've raised him in the middle of nowhere. I guess, I know that I'm responsible for wher... Read more
Good by friend
Tuesday, October 07, 2014      6 comments

Pickle It's not your fault you got so sick. I wish I had gotten you to the vet sooner, maybe we c... Read more
It's been awhile.
Thursday, September 25, 2014      1 comments

Some days, I just want to say *uck it and hide or run away. The house is a mess. The finances are a mess. Nothing seems to be going right and I get totally overwhelmed. ... Read more
Thursday, August 14, 2014      1 comments

Here's me. Honestly, I have always felt this mirror elongates your image and therefore, you appear thinner. Lets see.... Our septic tank in backed up. ICK! It's going to... Read more
Borderline Personality Disorder and Yoga
Sunday, August 03, 2014      4 comments

I'm going to get pretty personal. emoticon I know this is a public forum but I want to share my experiences. I... Read more
Alot going on
Friday, June 27, 2014      3 comments

We lost another cat. Penny. It broke my heart. Our cat Mocha had kittens and I'm terrified they won't be safe. Although she is our "outside" kitty, we brought her and he... Read more
Why I'm sad.
Saturday, May 31, 2014      1 comments

This is Trooper, when he was only several weeks old. A few months ago, when he was 1, we found his poor little body. A badger got him, we think. ... Read more
My rant.
Thursday, May 29, 2014      3 comments

I'm unhappy. It makes no sense, though. See, things I have really hoped for are happening. My son, who I thought would be moving into a very bad situation, will be staying. ... Read more

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