but it's the FIRST week!!
Wednesday, January 09, 2013      4 comments

Okay, so, everyone has been so insanely supportive. I was almost in tears when I kept getting alerts that people were commenting on my last blog. It was so helpful and it probably gave me the extra push i needed. Brian (the boyfriend) and I fi... Read more
So humiliated..
Wednesday, December 26, 2012      13 comments

I guess posting here is a good step. I've gained back so much weight. I don't know how i let this happen. I used to be a 'success story.' .. I lost 123lbs on my own for chrissakes and now what? Now i'm just another yo-yo'er. I can see it in peop... Read more
One week down..
Monday, August 09, 2010      1 comments

a million to go? Who knows.. It blows my mind how helpless i currently am. There's nothing i can do (except sleep and that's a little iffy) without assistance. I'd like to just be able to prop myself up on one elbow for a change of position and ... Read more
i hate you crab!
Friday, July 30, 2010      1 comments

I mean.. how.. DARE you. You are the same freaking consistency as lobster. You look the same. You taste very similar. AND i have to work harder to get to you. And how do you screw me? You decide to be way more calories than my freaking lobster f... Read more
Don't believe 'em, kids!
Wednesday, July 28, 2010      2 comments

Me: Well, since i'm here already, doc, is this fat that i can still lose or is this loose skin? *unceremoniously lifts up shirt* Doc: *glances for a mere moment* Yes, that's loose skin. You can do crunches until you're blue in the face and ... Read more
Go me..exercise on vacation!
Saturday, May 15, 2010      0 comments

Today was our second full day in Italy. i was so proud of myself for getting up early and doing my workout video before our full day of walking. i'm pretty sure the guests at the hotel below and to the side of us were less than thrilled though. ... Read more
Ciao, Milano!
Friday, May 14, 2010      0 comments

Well i've had my first full day in Milan, Italy today. We walked everywhere which i'm very happy about. But unfortunately i was so jet lagged still this morning that i couldn't drag myself out of bed to do my workout. Hopefully, i won't lose my ... Read more
i did what??
Wednesday, April 28, 2010      2 comments

Oh my..oh my ohmyohmyohmy................. Do you know what i did? I changed my weight loss goal to lose 1lb a week rather than 2lbs a week. This is so crazy. Okay... let's calm down. Lets try to think about this rationally. Okay so.. i kep... Read more
Well, hi new number.. You're a little late..
Monday, April 26, 2010      1 comments

Dang.. after working on getting to the 140s since mid february when the scale registered 150 i finally saw 149.6 the other day. It could have been 149.99999 for all i care as long as the 4 was the second number. Since hitting 160 every ten... Read more
Cherrio! What What! Jolly hockeysticks!
Saturday, March 06, 2010      2 comments

In case you didn't guess it... i'm in jolly ole Britain! We're here visiting David's parents and siblings(my inlaws). This keyboard has a few select changes than ones i'm used too lol My goal before we left for Britain was to be in the 140s... Read more
A tribute to my friend from the sea.. Rodney!
Monday, March 01, 2010      1 comments

Rodney and i didn't meet easily. His was a home intially of sand, warmth, blue skies and sun. Mine was dreary wintertime Chicago with it's bitter breezes making me tremble despite 3 layers AND a coat. But we did meet.. in a flurry of confusion a... Read more
OOooOo..fake new low!
Friday, February 19, 2010      0 comments

emoticon haha it's fake because yesterday i was sooooo sick. Not sure why.. mighta been monthly joys but i don'... Read more
things are movin'.. literally.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010      1 comments

Thank goodness! Both in the scale and in the toilet. Not sure why the toilet aspect as improved but i have some theories on the scale issue. I changed several things and now have no idea what is actually working.. maybe it's the tedious ba... Read more
Somethin's not right...
Tuesday, February 09, 2010      13 comments

Okay, i truely can't take this anymore. It makes no sense to have been losing weight for 2 years and suddenly have everything go so flippin' haywire. My body should not gain 4-5lbs after ONE day of unmonitored eating after a week of low end... Read more
Soooo upset...
Wednesday, February 03, 2010      6 comments

i am just..... really..really down right now. -sigh- Just a few days ago i was down to 153lbs! A new low for me. But yesterday morning the scale jumped to 157lbs! WHAT! This morning it was 157.8! WHHHHHHHHHHAT!! i just don't understand.. Ok... Read more

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