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So who is wolfie?
Sunday, January 05, 2014      8 comments

So who is wolfie? The big bad wolfie who calls upon us....he whispers in my ear lies. telling me that I can't have any fun with out alcohol. Makes me want to drink.....whispers I can reward myself with alcohol. Tells me that I am more sociable... Read more
Of course I am grieving.
Tuesday, December 10, 2013      11 comments

I saw my therapist tonight. She said of course I am grieving giving up alcohol. She understood that exactly. Like she said nobody goes to AA and says how wonderful they feel giving up drinking! I told her that someone said to me "the hon... Read more
I want to be a non drinker.....
Sunday, December 08, 2013      14 comments

I will be at 120 days tomorrow. 16 weeks! almost 4 months! Going home for the holidays will be a challenge for me. I have told all in my family that I will not be drinking so no one should offer me a drink. WE are going to indiana where there ... Read more
AF but grieving over it.....
Tuesday, December 03, 2013      14 comments

This may sound weird but I am grieving giving up alcohol. I miss it. I love to drink. I wish I could be like my hubby and drink in moderation but I can't. I feel like I am being punished for bad behavior. For this I don'... Read more
Rewards
Saturday, November 30, 2013      9 comments

IT is 110 day AF today. belle says we should be rewarding ourselves along this sober journey. I have not, I have not even rewarded myself when I reached 100 days. At first along the way I bought myself a cosmo magazine as I feel it is indulg... Read more
AF day 108 or 109....
Wednesday, November 27, 2013      2 comments

I am sitting at my computer and have a cat in my lap or I would get up and look at my calendar. She must have read my mind as she just jumped down. It is 108. Ah got up and stretched a bit. It has been a good day for me. Got up early and had... Read more
99 days alcohol free....
Monday, November 18, 2013      11 comments

Just wanted to share that I have made it to almost 100 days. I will make it there am 100% confident. many weeks ago I joined Belle's 100 day challenge and now will join her 180 day team. Maybe she has a 360 team too? From here on out w... Read more
Sex life while sober?????
Friday, November 15, 2013      12 comments

Well tell me. I have been married for 17 years( second marriage) and this is the first time that I am thinking about having sex with my hubby sober. I love my husband but don't really like sex. He has been a very patient man with me over th... Read more
Just an update.....
Tuesday, November 12, 2013      12 comments

Just wanted to give you an update....Hubby is still practicing again, love it! I am holding off in buying a new car. (they told me they would give me $1K trade in value, it is worth more than that!) I will just run this car as long as I ... Read more
Thankful.....
Friday, November 08, 2013      8 comments

I am thankful for my hubby: Jeff. He is loving and funny and playful and a musical artist. He plays classical and jazz guitar. He teaches at the local unniversity for a living. He had taken an unannounced break from practicing. We did not dis... Read more
Getting a new car.....What do you think?
Sunday, November 03, 2013      10 comments

Have been reading and researching info about new cars that are fuel thrifty and sporty looking. I have kindo narrowed it down to a VW jetta or a nissan sentra SR. The jetta is a diesel and hubby is not keen on that. I want a car color that ... Read more
wolfie again.....sigh
Friday, November 01, 2013      6 comments

ready to start a new month. wolfie came last night. I sense of resentment... ."WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE EVERY ONE ELSE?" I felt like 2 year old wanting something that I can't have. I still did not say anything to jeff because his response is ju... Read more
It is serious..............
Monday, October 28, 2013      9 comments

I don't even know where to begin. Yesterday I was on the computer for such a long time. I find reading blogs and forums and face book all to be so entertaining. It has become my obsession. Hubby had already gone to bed and I had not done... Read more
Drinking alcohol can cause breast cancer.
Thursday, October 24, 2013      4 comments

Alcohol and breast cancer From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia: The relationship between alcohol and breast cancer has been a subject of significant research. It has long been considered a risk factor for breast cancer in women.[1][2] Th... Read more
wolfie made a visit....
Friday, October 18, 2013      14 comments

Tonight, as I sit in front of this computer, wolfie made a visit. I was just sitting here reading some BBC news, watching some videos and there he was....breathing down my back whispering in my ear. Go to the store and get some black cherry... Read more

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